• October 10, 2018

This is What Losing Your Mama Looks Like…

This is What Losing Your Mama Looks Like…

This is What Losing Your Mama Looks Like… 1000 667 Chase Jennings

This is what losing your mama looks like round about your first fall without her. When you look around and everything is her. When memories of conversations about the smell of fall come to mind. When you know that first call on your birthday won’t be her. When the lonely aches and your insides peel open into a past so deep with her that the air stings with her scent.

When you lie down and just stare because if you breathe too hard you could erupt and never stop bleeding your pain all over the floor. It’s lonely and it’s alone. It’s cold and it’s heavy. It’s all yours and you can do with it what you will.

This photo is of grief. Of losing my mama. Of being without her on this earth. In this photo I am not learning from the Grief, getting wise or praising God that He took her mama to heaven. (Always loving the Lord-don’t get that twisted)

Not right there. Not in that second. This is a photo of a little girl turned woman crushed at the thought of spending the first fall without her mama.

#deadmamasclub #tayongrief

3 comments
  • Tay October 10, 2018 at 1:57 pm

    👩🏻‍💻☕️

  • Dianna Arnold October 10, 2018 at 5:43 pm

    I feel your pain. My mom went to be with the Lord Sept. 6th 2018. It’s harf to believe she’s gone.
    Love ya girl.

  • Gwendolyn Malcom Odya October 10, 2018 at 8:24 pm

    I totally understand some of your pain as I just lost my daddy last week & we buried him Fri on Oct 5th I’m so lost for words I was a daddy’s girl all my life. He was my rock he was my WORLD! He was my everything. I’m so crushed not being able to see him or talk to him. It was a shock to us all. I pray for the both of us Tayla for losing our parents. I just thank God there both in Heaven enjoying life with Jesus, no pain, no stress just the beautiful heaven above now there with there parents,family & friends. Untill we all meet again when it’s our time. Lvs u Tayla, May God Bless you Always! Yours truely, Gwen Odya

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