I got home from Magic Mike feelin real bad for them.
All I will say is I got so excited, I mean chills watchin the way these dudes dance, then towards the end it got so sad!!!!! I literally thought about leaving.
Maybe it hit me somewhere where my past showed up.
There is a young kid that gets involved in this lifestyle of sex drugs and rock n roll or strippin 😉
That was me at his age.
I mean, yes I had been a hellion in Franklin as a teenager, but when I moved to Nashville something changed. Going from a small twon where you saw the same people everyday was sort of a safety.
Nashville was different. I knew no one, I had never used Memaws name to get popular or be cool. I don’t even think anyone knew she was my grandmother growing up. It was something I kept very separate.
When I was 19 I moved into town and also started touring with memaw.
I got applause, I got recognition, I ate this up. I told everyone I could about memaw if it would help getting me what I wanted. I am ashamed of this now FOR SURE and am not condoning this behavior. I have said my peace and made apologies for this over the years. This is not something I would ever do today.
I had a fake ID and found a boyfriend 10 years older. I didn’t know what wild was until I started hangin with this crowd. They could get into the clubs, they were the models, photographers and even singers here in Nashville.
It was what I thought I always wanted. It was shiny, crazy, dangerous, fun…It was what I had been searching for.
It truly wasn’t long before I was the wildest one of them all….Buying the bar a round, paying for the drugs, wearing the tightest clothes…Looking back I want to take that little girl and hold her and beg her to slow down.
Mama could see it, see me slipping, I think my friends could too…I was different…Mama used to play that TLC song “Don’t go Chasin Waterfalls” to me all the time. I swear I never really heard it until a few years ago. I didn’t get what she was saying.
I felt this way for the boy in the movie last night. Some of us just have that “thing” in us. It can’t stop when something brings so much fire to our world.
I had to be very careful the last few years when that cool fire came our way a lot. Some of the places we played and things we did were such an adrenaline rush I had to step away and pray. Thank God I found other people just like me that need to do the same thing. My girlfriend Lisa was my saving grace out there. Just simply texting she or my spiritual guru Sue made me feel normal, back to my center.
I love that fire and energy and probably will always chase and need it somehow, but the peace has to be a part of it too. Working on balance is a beeeeeeoooootch!!!!!
But when you like the extremes, ya gotta find that scale. I’m a Libra, isn’t that scale my dad gum sign?!?!?! I’m gonna look that up.
Here it is, I do my research see…DO NOT READ BELOW if you ain’t interested in what the heck a Libra be!!!
Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac, and itÕs at this point in the zodiac that we start to see a shift. While the first six signs of the zodiac focus on the individual, the last six focus on the individual’s contact with others and with the world. Libras are first and foremost focused on others and how they relate to them. We can call this the sign of Partnership with a capital ‘P’ because these folks do not want to be alone! For a Libra, everything is better if it’s done as a pair. Libras are good when paired up, too, since they epitomize balance, harmony and a sense of fair play. While they are true team players at work, their favorite partnership is at home: marriage. Libras feel most complete when they are coupled up with their lover, forever.
It’s the Scales that symbolize Libra, and just like that balancing mechanism wants to stay even, Libras want to be on an even keel. Think of the Scales of Justice and how they work at striking the right balance. Likewise, Libras are objective, just and want to do what’s best for everyone. It’s possible, though, that this penchant for fairness is for a different reason: Libras abhor conflict. The scales study every possible angle in the hopes of achieving peace and harmony, so much so that others may see them as fickle and indecisive. If that’s what it takes to avoid a confrontation, that’s fine with the Scales. The Libra-born are keen strategists, organizing groups with poise and getting the job done (in keeping with the Cardinal Quality assigned to this sign). Further, you can expect the Scales to be companionable, sociable folks.
Libra is ruled by Venus. In ancient Roman mythology, Venus was a smooth seductress who was at her best amid pleasurable excess. Well, Libras are certainly carrying the torch for her today. The Scales are cultured, refined and love beautiful things. Most of all, they love beautiful people, which is why Libras do so well at cocktail parties or at the theater, opera or ballet. Those born under this sign always have the right thing to say and know how to make others feel comfortable. Suave? You bet. Libras are so adept at charming conversation that they need to be mindful of overstepping their boundaries and appearing vain or gossipy (the Scales do love intrigue). When these folks are on their game, however, they are a pleasure to be with. Libras are artistic, stylish and enjoy creating a beautiful world. The converse of this is that bored Libras can become apathetic and lazy — but they’ll smile anyway.
The element associated with Libra is Air, and that means reaching higher, specifically to the higher mind. Libras like to put their mind to good use, and enjoy communicating their thoughts to others. They like to use their smarts (and talk) to get to know others better — yes, knowledge about people is where it’s at for Libras. You can expect the Scales to make a fair argument, too, since they live by the principles of diplomacy and compromise. When this approach doesn’t work, however, Libras are not above using their persuasive charms to get their way. Manipulative? Nah, Libras really are too nice for that. Plus, any end-runs that these folks use are usually to build themselves up, since the Scales can be easily deterred. Libras are polite and don’t like to fight, far preferring to talk things through. Remember, these folks know how to communicate (they’re Air) so they’re bound to make their point. Libras don’t get in a huff when faced with an opposing viewpoint. Rather, they take a deep breath and consider all the options in the spirit of cooperation.
Libras at play may not be as energized as at work, if you call socializing work (and the Scales do). That’s why exercise for Libras needs to have a social component to it, such as that found at a gym. Alternatively, Libras love the outdoors, so riding and biking can also prove fun. They also love the colors of the sunset sky, that melding of ivory, pink and light blue. In the game of love, Libras are a bundle of energy, romantic and loyal to the core. The Scales need to be on the lookout for their lower backs, though, which tend to shoulder any burdens they may be carrying.
The great strength of the Libra-born is their quest for fairness, peace and harmony. That the Scales are the great diplomats of the zodiac further helps their case. A beautiful journey this will be, thanks to the Libra’s inimitable sense of style.