Things pop in my head at the most inconvenient times. I am rushing around tryin to get ready for a party I am havin at our house tonight. It hit me.
Don’t worry about it baby. Leave his toys in the living room floor. He will only be little for a short time. Let him sleep with y’all if you want too. Don’t let “their” opinions sway you. nurse your baby until you think your little one is ready to move on. It ain’t none of any of our business what another mother does as long as she is being good to her babies. Love someone a whole lot and let em know it. If you wanna move home, go on home. Don’t be selfish about anything. Be honest even though it feels gross sometimes, lyin feels worse later. Never cheat, obv, but don’t. Look at yourself and ask why you wanna act out anyway? Be mad but only for a few minutes and DO NOT act on it. Cry in the middle of a room full of women you trust. Do it. Cry. Let them hold you up. Trust your husband but take care of yourself while doing this. Work Hard. Don’t expect someone else to do for you what you can do for yourself. Eat healthy, it just feels good. Don’t beat yourself up if you eat McDonald’s and that ole 5 cheese, but make changes quickly to only do it every once in a while. Feed your family clean and healthy 75 percent of the time 🙂 If you can only do it 50 percent of the time you rock! Its progress not perfection. Have fruit around and eat it all the time. When someone you respect tries to give you advice, listen. Be teachable. Be willing. Breathe in God, Breathe out self. Scream out your faith in Jesus Christ. Even if you are on stage or in a room full of people you don’t think believe..Trust me a couple of em do and they need you to help em scream it too! Make room for change and growth. Let go of the ugly past and if it was a real sweet past and you want it back, I am sorry baby you can’t go back but you can move forward. Cook all sorts of stuff, feels like you queen of the castle to nurture your family in that way. Have sex with your husband. Please. I mean be all healthy and shiz about it, but don’t be weird honey. I know it isn’t always what we wanna do, but when we do the afterglow is as sweet as it always was…And hey if it ain’t there’s always tomorrow night 🙂 Keep tryin for that baby….God has got a child for you. He does. I know HE does. I know it because you are a wonderful mother already…He has got you sweet girl. He has got you. I will hold your hand for 52 years if it takes that long and if don’t happen that way I will hold your hand when we go get that sweet baby from somewhere else. Love the water. Love it and soak it up. Be honored when you are asked to be a God parent and take that responsibility seriously. If you ain’t done the best job at that or bein a sister, Aunt, sponsor whatever, keep tryin. It ain’t over! Have 1-5 really super good honest women as friends. Please. If you a man do that with a man. Sing real loud, even if people say you suck. Do it because you LOVE IT! Do anything because you love it, not because you need anyone’s approval. God love you, that enough 🙂 You do not have to weigh 100 pounds and be 23 for him to love you. And as Great Mama always says-Have an attitude of gratitude and you will be all right 🙂