I just sat in my sons dark baby room cryin and listenin to ole Merle and Loretta….Feelin about an inch tall and no way out.
I was just in there a writin a blog, tellin y’all how I am not enough and ain’t a soul out there who wanna hear me sing after this baby out.
Let me tell you somethin….you will listen. I will do this. I will continue on with my hard work as a dad gum country singer, come hell or high water. Forget the odds, forget the nay sayers, they dumb as circle squares (oh excursse, that ain’t nice)
I also proceeded to tell y’all how I ain’t prayin like I am supposed too and how I ain’t the warrior I had envisioned myself to be.
The entire blog just disappeared. God was embarresed for me I think!!!!
The truth is..I am uninspired, tired and scared these last few days and I have to keep tellin myself IT IS HORMONAL/PHYSICAL…You are ok Turts.
Ain’t nothing bad happening…You is about to be a mama. There ain’t no great change without pain. Think of all the women who are DYIN to have babies. QUIT COMPLAINING, you sound like a dad burn lunatic.
I tell ya tho, it feels good to just let it all out…
I am so sorry I am not keeping up with the blog that well lately. Just don’t have a ton to say, my thoughts aren’t connecting. The wires are all crossed and fuzzy.
My babe is due in 10 days.
We went on a hike today and I have eaten a ton of spicy food. Come out son, come out.
NO MORE WIRE HANGERS CHRISTINA!!!!!! Thank you Angaleena for reminding me that I could be this bad off 🙂